Stress?

Stress? I have none in regards to the wedding? Should I??

A lot of people have been asking me and commenting me on how I appear to be so calm and collected. And the truth is, I truly am...

This is such a huge and exciting part of my life, it will only come once, so why not enjoy and make the most of it?? For the past couple of years I've been trying to live my life with a positive attitude, not let little things affect me, and live each day to the fullest. I admit I don't live each day to the fullest as I should, but I will work on that part!

But around this time (the countdown is down to less then 4 months!) brides tend to turn into bridezillas. Honestly, this is my worst fear. I know that it is inevitable and I will have my unnecessary moments, but truly, I don't see what the point of that is.

I want to enjoy every second of this moment, and I also want my friends and bridesmaids to enjoy it with me! I don't want them to be stressed or upset with me. It's a happy time not a time to be bitter!

I am truly blessed to have absolutely amazing bridesmaids, family, and friends who have helped minimize my 'stress.' I really have no reason to lash out at them or make them miserable (the thought of that makes me sick actually). My bridesmaids have all stepped up and I know all their hearts are in the right place and truly happy and are there for me. And its nice not having to stress about them or anything they are planning. So shout-out to the best 8 girls in the world!!!

Also I know that my heart is in the right place. I went into this wedding planning knowing the main objective...marry Jeff. That's what I want most in this world. And like I've said before, its not about the guest list, the venue, the glamour or the glitz...it's about the love and the commitment you make.

So no stress here (knock on wood!) only a touch of wishing that it was tomorrow and not 116 days away!